Oh god, I just messaged Ibumi about her Triathlon entries (since I finally know who took the pics of that Unoa!) and I feel like such a fangirl or idiot ahaha.
Seriously though, I was amazed from the first challenge to the last. I really hope she posts more of her Unoa and her story. I'm usually not interested in doll stories (much less a sci-fi? story) but hers just got my attention for some reason, maybe it was her work :)

Her book:

Link to Triathlon winners and more of Ibumi's work <3 a="" nbsp="">

I wish I'd gotten a Feeple70 Esther when I had the chance, but I didn't like the body and I didn't have money lol.

I kinda feel like a hypocrite because I'm against recasts but I don't mind looking at pics of them. There's no way to avoid them though and I'm not removing my fave just because it's a recast.
But I really wish they'd go away.

I can't believe I'm actually considering moving to Louisiana and that I'm excited about it. I need a different environment plus my aunt's there.
I'm really gonna miss New York if I move though.

Is this a fucking joke?
At least today wasn't an absolute shit day.
I really wanna go to Disneyworld again :( but for Christmas.

I'm fat again and it's depressing.

There's so much anger in me. Why can't I be like my uncle? He just laughs it off..everything. And he's so laid back and cool. I guess I can't really compare us because his life is different, aha.

I'm not one of those people who goes around looking for a real life version of their dolls, but a few minutes ago I was listening to The Killers on youtube, then I started watching their videos and I think Russell would look kinda like Brandon Flowers. When he was young, of course. His hair is too perfect and he's too tanned these days aha.

With thicker eyebrows though. Now I wanna find the rest of my dolls' rl version lol.

It's been a week since my grandmother died and I still can't believe it. I'd never had someone important to me pass away. It really sucks. Not thinking about our times together helps though. Not thinking much about her at all helps a lot. The other thing that helps is that she won't be a reaaaally old person who can barely walk/do anything themselves. Plus she died at 80, she lived a long life :D

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